So in the last 48 hours I have slept about 4 hours... I am lying here trying to go to bed but at this point it is just to late because my alarm is set to go off in half an hour. Insomnia is evil. Plus Mondays suck, classes from 11:00- 10:00 with little breaks, plus Organic lab is rough at night.

My new thing is that I am thinking of being an archeologist. It combines all my fav's (travel, exploring, skulls, digging in the dirt, photography ect.) I just want to travel, hence why I applied to semester at sea, hopefully I will get in and next fall will be spent in South America, Africa, and Asia.

This year I have accumulated two Jewish husbands, emotionless hook-ups, but no boyfriend. When babysitting last weekend I got asked if I had a boyfriend by an 8 year old girl, when my answer was no, her reply was you should have one because your pretty and I replied, I know right but the truth is I don't think that’s what I want/need right now. I don't want to have that emotional baggage and I want to go to bed whenever I want! I just wish most of my friends weren't wet blankets right now.

I am coming home for spring break but I guess at least I will get my bike back and my license remade. Also its nice that the bars in Louisville close at 4:00, I am sick of this 2:00 bogus stuff.

Pittsburgh is pretty cool I just wish it was warmer.

I am so bored I looked back through my archives... Gosh I was cool back in the day!
Shower time

So its almost New Years
last year I was in London
this year I was worried I would have nothing to do
with a week left till I am 21 I have been able to get into a couple bars here

But being home has made me realize its not where your at for the day
but the year to come and how its spent

I am ok untill I don't have my bestfriend to talk to

then I am lost...

Yay for the Pirate Triathlon....



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with long bike rides at night I feel junior year shall be grand

So tonight was my first critical mass.
It was great riding around pittsburgh and having a big mob of 50+ and not having to worry about cars even though a girl got hit by some jerk who probably did it on purpose.


I can't believe it is already junior year

So every once in a while I will update this thing as a record for me because I ove to go back and see what i did in years past.

Summer has been good so far even though yesterday was the first offical day of summer. I went to my first movie in the park which was fun. There were a lot of people there though and the city scape was distracting.
Animal City played in pittsburgh so since they put my sister up in chicago I offered to let them stay with me. They were all so much fun, they did a radio show.I hope they enjoyed it. It was fun living in band world for two days.
New Balance sucks but its a job. The boss won't higher and one else, so its like five people working there so only one person can take off at a time. Me and Carly want to take off some weekend to go up to the Jearsy shore but its so hard to find people to cover us. Oh well its going to happen one of these times.
Theres a gallery crawl tonight which should be fun, and I think I will be getting my camera tonight if all goes right!
Finished 4 weekes of o chem hell but I got a C so I have to retake it in the fall but I am in no hurry. So now I am going to take film comedy and enjoy the summer!

update:

- School will be over in two weeks (finals are coming fast which is scary)
- I will be staying here for the summer Organic chem. 1&2= not fun
- If anyone wants to come visit you are more then welcome and I will show you glorious pburgh
- I got a job at the New Balance store (two of my roommates are working there as well)
- got poison Ivy on a phot adventure but thats gone now!
- I got arrested last sundae well handcuffed and escorted out of an abandoned warehouse, we got charged with deliberate trust passing (citation). Me and two of my friends brought nine cop cars and a dog to the site... first experience with the cops due to taking pictures yet I had been there three times before. Oh and one of the cops called me a princess because I asked him to wipe the hair out of my face. I am not a f*8king princess I would have done it yet I was handcuffed!
- Saw Young Love yesterday and got to go on the tour bus to get liners for WPTS, its cool cause I guess two of them are from Louisville...nice guys
- Last year Pitt brought Ben Folds in concert for free for spring fest this year we get Live. We were suppose to get the killers but the schedule didn't work. Oh well I will probably get see them anyways.
- I got tattooed over winter break (diamonds under both arm Pitts)

what you do when your bored... waiting for my laundry to be done. Big day tomorrow 3 parties in three decades (French revolution "let them eat cake", 80's, and Woodstock "70's" should be fun)

So I am in a rut right now and I don't see a way out. I am so bored with my life. I don't know whats wrong with me I just feel blah to the world and I don't know what to do. I hate the feeling of helplessness and I feel like every day just drags on. Its been consistant ever since spring break ended, and I have no motivation. I don't really feel like talking to anyone either unless your a complete stranger and you have some exciting life.

my scheduale sucks for next semester and I am not lookinf forward to the summer of school. I just want good weather!

Choa Bella... I am in Millian right now waiting to go to Berlin

Two weeks in Europe what shall I do

-Go to Berlin to stab a man becase I can
-Go to coffe shops in Amsterdam
-Spend CHritsmas in Paris
-Party with Prince Henry for New Years



Try to update later....damn paying for internet

So one last attempt....


If your in Pittsburgh tomorrow stop by 236 semple for carve a limpkin fest!

10:30- whenever

and wear a coustum!

Music is my savior!

So I guess this is an update on my life...

- I hate physics even though I feel smarter when I grasp whatever concept I can
- Life in Pittsburgh is going pretty well, all the roommates are great and I think the tata box looks pretty darn good
- I got an internship at hillel that I start this week so that should be exciting
- I got my ticket to Europe for winter break so me, Carly and Ashboo will be spending Christmas in Paris and new years in London - ashboo
- So that means I won't be coming back to Louisville for thanksgiving and winter break, I think I am probably coming home November 3rd weekend because I think that’s the only time I can.
- Went to New York to visit Dana, that was fun
- We are having a big party October 28th Halloween/ carly's/ audras birthday party so that will be fun...if you are reading this you are probably invited
- For Halloween me and my roommates are going as either:
- Team Zissou or - Flava flave/ flavor's girls (names to be decided later)
- I am taking an ambulance driving course this weekend which is from 8 am- 5pm hopefully this summer I will be an EMT

I think that’s about it. Life is filled with school. I have been burying myself in work with midterms every week. This semester has to be better than last year. Whenever I get down or frustrated sometimes I will walk by UPMC and see the doctors standing outside in their scrubs and get excited in that fact that maybe some day that will be me. I don't know.... here’s to the future.

I need to go to bed.

So I have been back in pittsburgh for about a week. The apartment is coming along quite nicely and I love all my roommates. I thought living with 5 other girls would be bad but so far so good! With the Pantyho's there is always something going on and a laugh to be had. Classes aren't that bad as long as I keep up with my reading, I lucked out with teachers all of them I can actually understand, so hopefully this will be a good year, and if I pass my Emt test hopefully I will have a job this summer.

So tonight the tata box "aka our apartment" is having a gangbangcocktail party cause we are classy *biatches* thats right. I love how me and carly can go to a state regulated liquor store spend 80 dollars on alchol and not get carded.... good ol' PA. We have cocktails to give out but if you would like to bring your own that would be awesome too. So if you are in the area come by, but you have to dress up somewhat nicely and no cans of beer only bottles.

So I have been doing a lot of nothing just cause I got my wisdom teeth out on friday which I am now fine and it really didn't hurt that much. I had a lot of time on my hands so I thought of my childhood. My dad use to sing this song...and I never relized how much I actually like it till recently.


Who's peekin' out from under a stairway
Calling a name that's lighter than air
Who's bending down to give me a rainbow
Everyone knows it's Windy

Who's tripping down the streets of the city
Smilin' at everybody she sees
Who's reachin' out to capture a moment
Everyone knows it's Windy

And Windy has stor-my eyes
That flash at the sound of lies
And Windy has wings to fly
Above the clouds (above the clouds)
Above the clouds (above the clouds)


Living in the highlands has been different yet piecefull. I have about 10 days left in lousiville. I want to do some stuff. I want to party and now that piper is here this weekend it might just happen! I want to go to big rock park and I also want to ride my bike around bardstown. I still have yet to been in ear-x-tacy all summer and there are some cds I want to get maybe. I know I am not coming home thanksgiving and hopefully I will be in europe for winter break so who knows when I am coming back.

Today is my last day of work... unless they transfer me to pittsburgh then I have a months vacation. I can't believe I made it through the whole summer. I feel like I have lived at walgreens this whole summer. Well only two more weeks untill I move to pittsburgh. I can't wait, but I would like to have one last blow out or something, a final good bye to lousiville except not final. thats all for now.

PS. Wisdom teeth come out tomorrow...ouch!

Lollapalooza 2006 Lineup:
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Kanye West
Manu Chao
Wilco
Death Cab For Cutie
The Raconteurs
The Flaming Lips
Ween
Queens of the Stone Age
The Shins
Common
Matisyahu
Ryan Adams
Umphrey's McGee
Sonic Youth
Thievery Corporation
Sleater-Kinney
Nickel Creek
Blues Traveler
Broken Social Scene
The New Pornographers
Iron & Wine
Poi Dog Pondering
The Secret Machines
Built To Spill (just added!)
Eels
Panic! At the DiscoThe Disco
Biscuits
Reverend Horton Heat
The Smoking Popes
Andrew Bird
Gnarls Barkley
Stars
Cursive
Blackalicious
Editors
Lyrics Born
Lady Sovereign
Hard-Fi
Calexico
Nada Surf
Feist
AqualungThe Frames
The Hold Steady
The Go! Team
Mates of State
Pepper
Particle
The Redwalls
Mute Math
Wolfmother
Sparta
The Subways
Of Montreal
Blue October
Jeremy Enig
Living Things
Sound Team
The M's
Hot Chip
The Benevento-Russo Duo
Matt Costa
The New Amsterdams
deadboy & the Elephantmen
Sybris
Anathallo
The Burden Brothers
What Made Milwaukee Famous
Manishevitz
Husky RescueThe Towers of London
Ohmega Watts
Boy Kill Boy
Jim NoirThe Standard
Be Your Own Pet
Elvis Perkins
Trevor Hall
Midlake
Katie Todd Band
The Candy Band (Kidz)

so the line up for lollapalooza looks amazing...to bad I am getting me wisdom teeth out that day

So I have been living in the higlands now and it has some advanatages. This morning I woke up early and went to this awesome farmers market. It reminded me of the strip district. I can't wait to go back to pburgh and move into the tata box, and go to the strip district saturday mornings and not be limited to what can be prepared in a microwave. I have been riding my bicycle (Its so pretty) but I don't know if I am ready for the streets yet, maybe later this week. This summer has not been what I expected but it has been good....its not over yet though many fun times to be had are expected...

summer...
what can I say about you

bannaroo was amazing I am already planning things for next year!bexk and his puppets, radio head, matisyahu is the messhah(?), dungeon stoned the way IO like it, bannaroow who are yooow, silent disco is a must, and the comedy tent was amazing! The almost well not really panty hoes plus a jesse reunion was awesome.

I don't really up date anymore but I want to take pictures around lousiville sometime soon. I am off the next three days and this is my last week of school! Time to relax.

oh yeah I just win this 10 speed schwinn.... schwing!

So family functions are fun... I never thought i would be taking care of my drunk father but last night after he had about 7 gin and tonics it happened. Family functions are also the best because open bar I get to experiment in what I like cosmopolitians+ apple martini= love!

So if you don't know I am home well sort of for the summer well sort of I will be later today. My summer plans go as following:
-I got a job at walgreens being a pharmacy tech
-I have to take some summer classes
-I am going to bannaroo with some lovly panther people as well as any one who wants to go
-I want to hang out and make this an awesome summer cause who know this could be my last

so as a final peace hook a sista up and give me a ring a ding ding!

Hope everyone is enjoying themselves!

So I my parents might be moving to the highlands... which means I might be to. I don't know really how to take it I guess these next two months could be the last in the house I grew up, but change could always be for the better. Who knows my parents put an offer that might not even go through.